Caught Myself

I find myself looking out the window a lot and wondering..

What’s next?

What’s in store for me?

I feel like a cup that’s half full

I stare at the ceiling while listening to murder mystery podcasts

Shedding random tears over things out of my control

How did I let things slip away?

Why didn’t I pay more attention?

How could I be so selfish?

I pride myself on being a good listener, but do I really listen?

The world is changing and so am I

I’m standing at a precipice

Should I jump?

Back away?

Continue to look over the edge wondering?

I’m learning to be okay with myself

I’m a work in progress